Most Amazing Time Lapse Video of Milky Way Ever Made.

Terje Sorgjerd, the photographer behind the viral The Aurora. Here, Sorgjerd captures the Milky Way over El Teide, Spain's highest mountain.

I always keep my dreams to be there.
One lucky day.

(please view on the full screen)

Music is by Ludovico Einaudi - Nuvole Bianche

Do not stand at my grave and weep - Mary Elizabeth Frye

Do not stand at my grave and weep
I am not there. I do not sleep.
I am a thousand winds that blow.
I am the diamond glints on snow.
I am the sunlight on ripened grain.
I am the gentle autumn rain.
When you awaken in the morning's hush
I am the swift uplifting rush.
Of quiet birds in circled flight.
I am the soft stars that shine at night.
Do not stand at my grave and cry;
I am not there. I did not die.

I am an Ailurophile.

Ailurophile A cat-lover.

Assemblage A gathering.

Becoming Attractive.

Beleaguer To exhaust with attacks.

Brood To think alone.

Bucolic In a lovely rural setting.

Bungalow A small, cozy cottage.

Chatoyant Like a cat’s eye.

Comely Attractive.

Conflate To blend together.

Cynosure A focal point of admiration.

Dalliance A brief love affair.

Demesne Dominion, territory.

Demure Shy and reserved.

Denouement The resolution of a mystery.

Desuetude Disuse.

Desultory Slow, sluggish.

Diaphanous Filmy.

Dissemble Deceive.

Dulcet Sweet, sugary.

Ebullience Bubbling enthusiasm.

Effervescent Bubbly.

Efflorescence Flowering, blooming.

Elision Dropping a sound or syllable in a word.

Elixir A good potion.

Eloquence Beauty and persuasion in speech.

Embrocation Rubbing on a lotion.

Emollient A softener.

Ephemeral Short-lived.

Epiphany A sudden revelation.

Erstwhile At one time, for a time.

Ethereal Gaseous, invisible but detectable.

Evanescent Vanishing quickly, lasting a very short time.

Evocative Suggestive.

Fetching Pretty.

Felicity Pleasantness.

Forbearance Withholding response to provocation.

Fugacious Fleeting.

Furtive Shifty, sneaky.

Gambol To skip or leap about joyfully.

Glamour Beauty.

Gossamer The finest piece of thread, a spider’s silk.

Halcyon Happy, sunny, care-free.

Harbinger Messenger with news of the future.

Imbrication Overlapping and forming a regular pattern.

Imbroglio An altercation or complicated situation.

Imbue To infuse, instill.

Incipient Beginning, in an early stage.

Ineffable Unutterable, inexpressible.

Ingénue A naïve young woman.

Inglenook A cozy nook by the hearth.

Insouciance Blithe nonchalance.

Inure To become jaded.

Labyrinthine Twisting and turning.

Lagniappe A special kind of gift.

Lagoon A small gulf or inlet.

Languor Listlessness, inactivity.

Lassitude Weariness, listlessness.

Leisure Free time.

Lilt To move musically or lively.

Lissome Slender and graceful.

Lithe Slender and flexible.

Love Deep affection.

Mellifluous Sweet sounding.

Moiety One of two equal parts.

Mondegreen A slip of the ear.

Murmurous Murmuring.

Nemesis An unconquerable archenemy.

Offing The sea between the horizon and the offshore.

Onomatopoeia A word that sounds like its meaning.

Opulent Lush, luxuriant.

Palimpsest A manuscript written over earlier ones.

Panacea A solution for all problems

Panoply A complete set.

Pastiche An art work combining materials from various sources.

Penumbra A half-shadow.

Petrichor The smell of earth after rain.

Plethora A large quantity.

Propinquity Proximity; Nearness

Pyrrhic Successful with heavy losses.

Quintessential Most essential.

Ratatouille A spicy French stew.

Ravel To knit or unknit.

Redolent Fragrant.

Riparian By the bank of a stream.

Ripple A very small wave.

Scintilla A spark or very small thing.

Sempiternal Eternal.

Seraglio Rich, luxurious oriental palace or harem.

Serendipity Finding something nice while looking for something else.

Summery Light, delicate or warm and sunny.

Sumptuous Lush, luxurious.

Surreptitious Secretive, sneaky.

Susquehanna A river in Pennsylvania.

Susurrous Whispering, hissing.

Talisman A good luck charm.

Tintinnabulation Tinkling.

Umbrella Protection from sun or rain.

Untoward Unseemly, inappropriate.

Vestigial In trace amounts.

Wafture Waving.

Wherewithal The means.

Woebegone Sorrowful, downcast.

Source: So Much To Tell You

Heh. This what a dead bloggie page looks like. (=.=)

Dear god,

I need you.
Because I don't have strength to stay.
I'm bumbling myself.
Trying to figure out what my life is all about.
Can you help me?

Tell me..
What's wrong with me?
Why things changed this bad?
I've never wanted to be as the person you see.
Tell me who I am now.
You kept me here alive when I wanted to die.
I'm falling apart and get weak inside.
Feel nothing.

Oh god, please tell me.
Are you disappointed?


Weight of The World.

By now, I'm supposedly to wrap all the parcels of shoes that to be posted tomorrow. (I wish I will be able to wake up in the morning) But what am I doing now is shopping...online. Dang! And it's 3 frigging a.m. Ahhh, I'm seriously need a firm fortitude to actually stop shopping. Some say, 'shop till you drop'. And I say 'do not stop until you drop'. Or may be it's a distress that have been gravelling me a lot..

I bought one more shoe and that is final, no more buying shoes! I think I really need them, it's an oxford shoes kot.. And one more skirt, and it's a mesh body con skirt! Also a cute lace mesh top adn a rosette trim top, a very cute one. And and.. *semput..* Oh not forget to mention, I've bought a vintage necklace too! Now, I feel.. oh so complete!

To make the matter worse now am ordering another four vintage dresses... I think I'll never get enough of it.. *Sighs* (I am sighing way too much these days!)

Note to self:
Sort out your priorities!

I think I should just stop. Red Sepatu is not even making me richer. They're making me poorer.. But ends up with a feeling so much happier!

Oh please, stop me from shopping..


Okay now, I ought to go back wrapping this stuff!

What am I stressing over now is an oxford shoe at the top on this snapshot.
I was supposedly ordered the heel instead of this oxford shoe.
I was type a wrong code to my supplier.

And 'twas my second mistake.
The damned same mistakes.
The first one was a wrong code saved in the FB account.

How the hell am I gonna resell them?!

Lesson learnt.
Today, I loaded orders to my supplier.
Triple checking.
Loading and loading..
No more mistakes.
And sent!

Wish I don't make any mistakes.
Or I should think about quitting...




I cannot wait.
To receive 4 shoes & 2 skirts.
For raya?

p/s: Still searching high and low for this year's baju raya. MALAS!
I'm not really into Raya mode. (obviously)
p/p/s: But I'm proudly could say that I still don't miss fasting for these three days.


Electricity in my head.

"A little by little
And then a little bit more
Come on come one
Now we're almost there."

Have been listened to this god knows how long.
It actually induced me to stay fasting today.
God knows how bad I am.
Boo to me.