Dear god,

I need you.
Because I don't have strength to stay.
I'm bumbling myself.
Trying to figure out what my life is all about.
Can you help me?

Tell me..
What's wrong with me?
Why things changed this bad?
I've never wanted to be as the person you see.
Tell me who I am now.
You kept me here alive when I wanted to die.
I'm falling apart and get weak inside.
Feel nothing.

Oh god, please tell me.
Are you disappointed?